Date:	2005-06-06 22:20
Subject:	An interesting horoscope....
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Mood:	optimistic

So I read my horoscope the other day and here is what it said.

You will meet your someone special on a trip in mid-August.

Is this weird or what?!?!?! I guess we will have to wait until the Grand Chapter Congress trip to see if it is true or a sham. Hmmm.....

On another note, I have crap loads of homework I should be doing so I am gonna go. I will write more tomorrow....hopefully.

Toodles,
Shanna

Date:	2005-05-21 17:12
Subject:	It's been a while......
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Mood:	tired

Sorry for not writing. My bad. I will work on alternating which blog I write in. I have way too many.

Things have been much better here lately. I have pretty much only been talking to and hanging out with the people that I want to talk to and hang out with. There hasn't really been any drama in a little bit. That's always nice. My new job is going pretty good. I wish the computer program would work so that I could learn something...but who knows when that will be. I had money stolen from me. I can't believe that it happened to me. I really hope I get my money back...and soon.

Well that is all that I can come up with right now so I will come back soon and write more.

Shanna

Date:	2005-05-03 15:58
Subject:	I could really use a nap!!
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Mood:	exhausted
Music:	Rob Thomas

So it turns out that I will be taking the BLAW final. No biggie though. I am just a few points away from an A in the class so all I have to do is study a little and I will be good to go. I haveno idea how I pulled off that 93 on the last exam?!?!?! It makes me happy though.

I could really use a nap!! I am always tired. I think I might go buy some vitamins sometime and see if that will help. Maybe, just maybe.

So I am technically done with classes for this week. I don't have to go to any of the other ones if I do not want to. I might go to my FINA class this Thursday but then again, maybe not.

I wish I could skip tonights class. It's my oh so wonderful ACCT class. BLAH!!! I am pretty sure I can get a D in the class but I am going to attempt to get a C in the class, even if it kills me.

I am gonna go now because this is taking way too much energy to type and think so I will talk to yall later!!

**shanna**

Date:	2005-05-01 13:03
Subject:	I hate hospitals!!
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Mood:	sleepy
Music:	Rob Thomas -- Lonely No More

So after taking a friends to the hospital last night, I refuse to go anywhere next Saturday fo fear that I will end up in another hospital with someone else. I hope she is ok!! I won't go into details but lets just say that I hope some people learned their lesson last night.

So just one more week and I start my new job!! I am so excited. I got new clothes for the occasion. I love my mom. She knew that I didn't have the attire for the job so she took me shopping. My mom has issues but I couldn't ask for a better mom!!! Now I just have to figure out what to get her for mothers day!! My sister went and got her a $125 necklace so I have to come up with some way to get her something good that will stand up to that. My sister does that everytime we are supposed to go in on a gift together. She spends more that she is supposed to so I can't afford to help her with it andthen I am stuck looking like the horrible daughter that put off buying the gift at the last minute. ARGH!!!! Oh well. My mom showed me somethings that she wanted so I will get that and some flowers I guess and be done with it.

Ok well I am going to go and finish myspring cleaning so I will come and update again very soon!!!

Talk to yalls later,
***ShAn***

Date:	2005-04-29 09:31
Subject:	La La La La La
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic
Music:	No One To Share The Blame - Josh Gracin

I think I am in the best mood that I have been in in a long time!!

Let's see...what has gotten me in this good mood?!?!

I talked to that guy again (he always puts me in a good mood), I got to just chill and relax last night, I talked to some good friends on the internet that always make me laugh, I had a really good dream about a HOTT guy last night (I just wish I knew who it was!!), I had a good breakfast, I got an e-mail from a Delta Epsilon alum, I have decided to change my major (no more fretting over it), my mom is coming up to take me shopping for some clothes for my new job, and well I am sure there is something else that I am forgetting....oh yeah...my roommate is out of town!!! Woo Hoo!!

Just two weeks of school left. I am soooo happy. I just have to work my butt off studying for the finals and then I am good to go. I am gonna work really hard on the accounting class since it won't be needed for my new Marketing major and I really don't feel like retaking it.

I can't wait to graduate from UNT so that I can go to law school. I just really hope that I can afford it when that time comes. I really want to go to SMU but who knows if that will happen. Only time will tell.

Grand Chapter Congress is coming up soon!!! I really have to come up with a way to pay for registration. I really didn't plan on being in this kind of money crunch for so long when I bought the plane ticket. I guess if worse comes to worse, I will be flying down there to just sit in the room while everyone else is going to GCC. Maybe I will win the lottery?!?!?! Probably not but hey there is nothing wrong with wishful thinking!!

Ok well I am gonna get back to work so I will talk to yalls later.

**shanna**

Date:	2005-04-27 22:27
Subject:	I got a new job!!!
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Mood:	sleepy
Music:	True - Ryan Cabrera

So today I got a new job!!! I am now an employee at Leigh Hilton Law Firm of Denton!!! I am sooooooooooooo excited!!! I just have to turn in my notice to my current employer tomorrow and then on te 9th I am starting at Leigh Hilton!! WOo HOo!! With this new job, i don't have to get rid of Frenchy!!! This is what really makes my day!!

I had the longest nap today. I slept most of the evening away and I am still tired. I was going to go work out but that ain't happening anymore.

I am talking to this guy again and he wants me to come and hang out with him. This makes me nervous because I don't really know him that well and I don't know if I like him or not. I can't really decide who I like. Boys are a big distraction to me but believe me I dont really mind the distraction.

Ok well I am tired so I think I am going to go to bed. Talk to yalls later.

Nite Nite,
**Shan**

Date:	2005-04-25 22:10
Subject:	Pretty Good Day
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Mood:	jubilant
Music:	One Thing - Amerie

Today was a pretty good day. I was alittle late to work but I got to work longer today so I made up for it. I got a call from the law office that I applied for and I have an interview with them on Wednesday. I am very nervous about it. I really hope that I get it. I really want to get my foot in the door of a law office and I finally have the opportunity.

BLAW was soooooo embarrassing today!!! For some reason Dr. Foster felt the need to point me out in every other sentence that he said. I felt so retarded. I have really got to stop talking to professors. I am not even trying to brown nose with this one and some how I still manage to be the one he picks on. Oh well....it made Katrina laugh. She was extremely entertained by the whole thing. She even tried to make it worse. Thanks bud!!! Maybe he will make sure I end up with an A in the class.....that would be nice, but probably will not happen.

So Saturday night was crazy. I got drunk and some people thought that I was having problems with my blood sugar and decided to take me to the hospital rather than just let me sleep it off. I really wish they hadn't all freakwed out. Oh well. Its in the past now. I am swearing off alcohol!!!!! I am no longer drinking. I really hope I stick to this. I know some people think that I might do something like Saturday night next semester but don't worry....I am not stupid. I won't make any stupid mistakes. There will be no reason to watch over me to make sure I don't mess up. I am smart enough to know when I should and shouldn't drink. There was no reason that I shouldn't drink Saturday night so I did. Next semester, I know I can't drink like crazy...only one if I ever were to....and I know that it is my responsibility to show the new pledges the professional me. I sure as heck won't ever go out drinking with them or let them get me drunk. I just want to make sure people know that I am not going to mess up. So don't worry about it.

Friday and Saturday in Waco was soooooooooooooooooo much fun. I really wish that the five of us could go on another trip sometime. Peach and I took the Mercedes for a spin while the guys walked around Waco. It was awesome. Peaches is a cool ass chick. Brandon's parents were the sweetest people. It was so nice of them to let us stay at their house. Brandon cracks me up!! He looked at this Baylor girl with the most retarded, empty look on his face and she got soooo excited. I can't believe how dumb that girl was. Man was that ever pure entertainment. David is the most chill guy I know. He is probably the only person that would continue to chill on his bed while people are wrestling underneath. Then there is Eric.... ZOW ...enough said. Oh yeah and don't forget to study the foster of business. LOL. I don't think I have laughed that hard in a while. Taco...the best two stepper I know!!

Ok well I must go study BLAW and get some rest so I will come and update this some more later.

Lots of Love,
***SHANNA***

So my doctor called me today. It was not the news I was wanting to hear. My A1C was an 8.8, which is horribly high. For those that don't know, for an A1C to be good it needs to be between a 6 and 7.5. Anything above that is really bad and could mean bad things. I used to be at about a 5.5 once upon a time which is SUPER great but thathasn't happened in a long time. I really wish I could get my blood sugars down. I know that if my A1C isn't down by the next time I go to the doctor, he is probably going to put me in the hospital. I can't afford that. I have to come up with a way to get it down. My A1C being that high really scares me. It obviously scared my doctor and his nurse. She called me in a frenzy. He just upped my insulin again. One of these days, my doctor is going to up my insulin too much and I am going to have another seizure and well nothing good comes from those. I am terrified of having another one in my sleep. I think that is why I am having problems sleeping here lately. My blood sugars have been all over the place and when it goes low, I become somewhat paranoid.

Anyways, lets brighten the mood shall we. I have to give an award at the Accounting Departments banquet tonight. It should be soooooooo much fun....NOT!! I am probably going to be bored to tears. I have to get my stuff ready for Waco after that and then play with my hair until I figure out something to do with it on Saturday night. Roseball is going to be sooooo much fun. I am glad that I decided to go. I don't know that I really like my dress but I can't really do anything about that now. Oh well.

Elva and I put our deposit down on our apartment for next year. I am sooooooooo excited. We are going to live at The Timber Links. They are sooooo nice. The workout room is awesome. I will have absolutely no excuse not to workout.

Ok well I am going to go and prepare my speech for tonight so I guess I will talk to yalls later. I hope that everyone has a fantastic day and doesn't let the yucky weather get them down.

**shanna**

Date:	2005-04-19 09:12
Subject:	I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO Tired!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Josh Gracin - Wheels

I apologize for starting this thing up and then never writing in it. Although, I am going to assume that noone reads it because if I can't seem to remember it who else is going to!?!?! Oh well....here it goes...

So I am back to having absolutely nothing to do at work again. This sucks. I think I am going to go and look for a job in a law office soon so I can get a taste of what I am wanting to do and have a better paying job. I could go to Wal*Mart and make better money!! But hey, the school ain't made of money...wait...what do they sdo with all of it they keep getting from increased tuition?!?!?!? Who knows!!

So I found out yesterday that I recieved a grant and a loan for summer school!!! My mom was soooooo happy, as was I!!!! I can now take at least another class during the summer. Finding that out yesterday was the best way to start my day!!!

Elections were this past Sunday. Natalie got President!! I decided to take my name out of the running. I think this upset her to some degree because she was ready to go but I just didn't feel it this time. I got VPPE. It's good but bad at the same time. I am SUPER excited about next semester and I already have ideas going every which way but I know that Katrina and Rachel both wanted it as well and it sucks that I had to run against two really great people. I know that I am going to do a great job!!! I am sooo excited about it and nervous all at the same time!!!

There are only 3 weeks left in the semester. This is very scarey to think about. I am going to start studying for my finals now because I know that if I work super duper hard, I might just be able to pull off a C in Accounting, and A's in all the others. But it is all up to me....so I best get to work!!!

I went to the doctor yesterday. My blood sugars are starting to come down. I am afraid that if they don't start coming down quicker, he might put me in the hospital for a few days...this is VERY no bueno!! (thanks eric for getting me stuck on that!!!) I have lost some more weight. I am going to start working out everyday so that I can lose about 50 more pounds by the end of summer. I know I can do it if I just set my mind to it!!! If anyone needs a work out buddy, holler at me. I can't seem to make myself stick to it when it is just me. I get to bored not having someone to talk to. They say that it helps your repiratory system to talk while working out.

Initiation was this past Saturday for eight of the Pledges, now JIs. It was awesome. Unfortunately, we were a little late so things were rushed. Traffic was horrible and noone really knew where they were going. I sure didn't, which I voiced, but I still seemed to be in the front of the pack, taking directions from someone in the car and taking probably the longest path there. But the ride there was sooooooooooo much fun!!! Trey hit my car from behind to push me into traffic and make me go!!! It kinda scared me. I have been rear-ended way too many times.

We have another Initiation this Saturday in Waco for the other two Pledges. It should be awesome. I am excited about meeting some Deltasigs from Baylor since I haven't ever met anyone from there. It should be fun!!!!

Ok well I am going to go. I will come back and post another time. Talk to yalls later.

Lots of Luv,
**SHAN**

Date:	2005-04-16 13:10
Subject:	I'M BACK!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	good
Music:	Listening to the music in my head!!!

Hey all. So my live journal account went to the shitters yesterday so I started another one. For all who think that my account went away because I was mad....you're crazy!!lol I sure as heck ain't mad at anyone that I know of. I am actually having a good day today. Other than the lack of sleep, I am good. My migraines are starting to get better. This makes me very happy. I didn't do so hot on my Finance test today but oh well, I really didn't even need it. I have to write a ten page paper tonight so I better get on the ball. It is due tomorrow!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Well I really don't have anything else to say right now so I am gonna go.

Talk to yalls later,
**Shan**